so…this person is someone i have been friends with for quite sometime.  my age (yeah!).  it is odd going from good friends to “dating” because, besides sex and spending more time together, what is different?  we still talk about the stuff we used to talk about and enjoy doing the same sort of stuff together we did before.  how do you know when it is actual dating and commitment and stuff?  well, sure, you TALK about it, but generally not until some “point”.  what/when is that point?

there are things i am worried about, but, whatever.  i’ll just deal with them as they happen. so far i love the feeling of belonging.  it has been a LONG time since i felt i belonged to someone. (which is a good thing, not a crazy possessive thing).