i have a terribly case of the sads.  it’s a little bit of everything.  it’ll pass but i have to work through it and i’m tired of working so hard.  it sucks that i like my job so much, but i can’t handle the timing.  i’ve asked my boss to change my schedule to sun-tues.  i don’t want to give up 80s night, but i need control over my life.  i need to feel good inside again.