another punch to the gut this week. this morning, i sent a note to the nurse manager that i interviewed with last week. she called a little while later and said i was too close to graduating and by the time they trained me, i would have to move on. she said i was a great candidate and will make a great nurse (cause i have a great attitude, though that says nothing of skills or knowledge) but she is going to pass. it is so painful. i need the experience SO bad. i have an OB test in a few hours i am woefully underprepared for. and my hairdresser just posted that her shop won’t have water on saturday. couldn’t something go right this week? what is going to happen to me?