another punch to the gut this week.  this morning, i sent a note to the nurse manager that i interviewed with last week.  she called a little while later and said i was too close to graduating and by the time they trained me, i would have to move on.  she said i was a great candidate and will make a great nurse (cause i have a great attitude, though that says nothing of skills or knowledge) but she is going to pass.  it is so painful.  i need the experience SO bad.  i have an OB test in a few hours i am woefully underprepared for.  and my hairdresser just posted that her shop won’t have water on saturday.  couldn’t something go right this week?  what is going to happen to me?