maybe i have a new day job. that would be nice. new stress, different stress. work i really want to do.  organization isn’t the most healthy. but my favorite pt base and normal(ish – they are still 12s) hours.

relationship thing ok. still some peculiar things. but talkable. perhaps a trial living together. modified slightly. i need to explain the concept of “being”.  we have different definitions of “being”. i want the comfort of being there. he seems to need a lot of direct interaction.  but perhaps that is because of my hours. i am approaching it a bit too cerebrally i think, but it is an attempt.  baby steps.

at 47 does my blog get boring because my life is finally ok?