i have a terribly case of the sads. it’s a little bit of everything. it’ll pass but i have to work through it and i’m tired of working so hard. it sucks that i like my job so much, but i can’t handle the timing. i’ve asked my boss to change my schedule to sun-tues. i don’t want to give up 80s night, but i need control over my life. i need to feel good inside again.