…so why do i feel so depressed? i have a pt who is COMING OFF HOSPICE because of me (i didn’t save his life or anything, i just noticed something), i started looking at condos (because apartments are ridiculous in austin), OH! i got a job offer from, what i would say, is the best hospice organization in austin, everyone at S&W hospice is super sad i am leaving (and i feel super guilty), i looked really cute tonight when i went out for sushi. by. my. self. which might be why i feel so sad. here i am doing GREAT THINGS(!!), and yet i am single. without any really possible prospects. how can i be so awesome and so un-partnerable? i went out to a very nice sushi restaurant by myself tonight. i looked totally cute. sat at the sushi bar. there was a cute single boy sitting next to me (at least he was alone). not a peep. i was really hoping to at least talk with someone new.
really, i kicked-ass this week. i should be happier. i’ll try some more tomorrow.