remember how excited i was last week about my process going live? well i am not as excited this week. why? because the joy has waned with stability but i still have to get up at 6 to make it happen. and any of you that know me, know i am NOT a morning person. i arrived at the office at 7. slowly but with care i processed the reports and posted them. it is now 9:10 CET and i feel like i have been here for days. i am also feeling very lethargic. just slow and thick in the head. i have tried smoothy, latte and bretzel, but still, i’m clogged. it takes 21 days to form a habit but i really don’t plan on getting up at 6 on the weeks i don’t have to. ouch.

btw, it took me about 8 weeks to get my body to the middle state it is in. a good state. the first 5 weeks or so, i saw little progress. in the final 3 weeks i saw a lot of change. i am estimating that i will hit perfection in 5-6 more weeks. the reason i think it will take less time than it took to get to midway, is because of momentum and already sped-up matabolism (as disadvantage of this blog thing is no spell check). don’t know that i will achieve elle thighs in that time but i will be at the place i wanted to be. if i still have the bumps at that point, i will look into lipo (but not until i return home). i figure if i have gone through all that work and i have a small imperfection left, i am allowed cosmetic surgery. anyhow…