my brother is getting married. july 2004. he asked her on v-day. here it is march 12 and i only find out now. strange family. it’ll be weird since they will have a church wedding and i never did. oh well. it’ll be beautiful all the same.

things are awfully slow these days. of course that may simply be my brain-lag due to lack of sleep.

have i mentioned that i am reading ‘brave new world’ by aldous huxley? weird book. now he has brought a ‘savage’ back from the ‘savage’ world. the ‘savage’ world is an indian reservation. only these indians have integrated jesus into their religion. i think the ‘savage’ will teach them about love and feeling. he will go back to the reservation too, i think. i am wondering what i will learn at the end of this book. the problem with the books i have been reading lately is that i get so much from them as i read them and then it seems to drop out at the end. ‘life of pi’ was amazing until the end when the boy gets rescued and then, that’s it. he tells the story of being on a boat with a tiger. anyhow. i guess it could all be accumulating and then it will suddenly appear clear and i will be content. content would be nice, with a little passion thrown in regularly.

gained half a kilo yesterday. it was all those pringles i am sure. must remember NOT to have fries at burger king…

did you hear? the president of serbia has been assasinated. Zoran Djindjic was instrumental in over throwing Milosevic. this is significant i think. and where is it on cnn? not the main story. no that is saved for dubya being one vote away from being allowed to start a war on a country that has never attacked us while ignore those that have and those that say they might. it is the lead ‘world news’ story, but it should be bigger than that i think.

did you hear? congress has stooped to a new low. they changed the name of french fries to show their anti-french sentiment. why not just take them off the menu and do your waistlines a bit of good too?!

600 calories today. it hurt though. very tired. too much GETTING UP AT 6AM! and it’s only wednesday.

dressed up for work today. two people mentioned yesterday how casual i have been looking lately. i took that as a queue to dress it up a bit. i think the fishnets are a bit much though. will change to regular stockings when i return home. of course today i got the comment ‘you look like you are going to the opera’. can’t win…